||[Sep. 19th, 2004|10:27 pm]
No One Really
|||||Kamelot - Farewell||]|
I am so sick of uncertainty.
I want to know what people think. I want to know what people think of me. This isn't some sort of ploy for sympathy. If someone hates my guts, I would rather know why. I can either do something about why they hate me, or just give it up. I wish people would be clear. I wish people would not fucking make assumptions about what I think or feel and just tell me what they think or feel so we can both make informed decisions. I don't have any problems with this, why does everyone else have to feel like they can't tell the truth.
I don't like guessing games. I am not psychic, and the games themselves are not interesting. I don't like playing the dancing around someone's feelings game. I. Am. Sick. Of. It.
Tell me, or don't get upset when I can't mystically figure it out.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to be completely ignorant of other people's feelings. But... *sigh*.
Maybe I just want things to be "too easy." Of course, I've never understood what the problem is with that, either.
In other news, I didn't do anything this weekend, either. I slept a lot. Next weekend, I have three days off. I am going to Chicago. I'm getting a bonus from work, and I have a full change jar. Whether I do this by myself or with other people, is up to other people. Anyone interested?